Stories Sadhana (Nepal)

c/]laog gfO6\; syf >[+vnf–!

;x/of/ / ;xhgfg

‘c/]laog gfO6\;’sf clnkm n}nf / Ps xhf/ Ps /ft cflb gfp"x? klg 5g\. o;sf syfx? ljZjsf ;aeGbf /f]rs syfdWo] kb{5g\. sNkgf tyf hfb"nfO{ o; syf >[+vnfn] r/d?kdf k|of]u u/]sf] 5, t}klg o;df To; ;dosf] oyfy{sf] emns gkfOg] xf]Og. lzIffeGbf a9L dgf]/~hgdfly Wofg lbOP klg s]xL lzIff;d]t o;af6 u|x0f ug{ ;lsG5 t/ oL syfx?sf] d"n p2]Zo dgf]/~hg g} xf]. To;sf/0f kf7sx? logdf 8'Ab} hf"bf dGqd'Uw x'g afWo x'G5g\.

oL syfx?sf] pb\ud c/a k|b]z xf]. kl;{of, aubfb, ;d/sGb cflb sltko 7fp"sf] oxf" pNn]v 5. syf lgdf{0fsf] yfngL bzf}+ ztfAbLlt/ ePsf] xf]. oL syfx? bGTosyfsf] ?kdf lkmlh+b} uP, syfdf syf hf]l8+b} uP. clg cfhsf] :j?kdf oL syfx? ;g\ !$%) lt/ cfP.

c/asf Jofkf/Lx? o'/f]k uPkl5 syf Toxf" klg k|rlnt eof]. o'/f]k]nL efiffx?df ;aeGbf klxn] ‘c/]laog gfO6\;’ sf] cg'jfb c7f/f}+ ztfAbLsf] yfngLdf k|m]Gr efiffdf eof]. To;kl5 c+u|]hL, /l;og cflb ljZjsf w]/} efiffdf oL syfx? cg'jfb eP.

o;sf sltko syf :jtGq syfh:tf b]lvP klg o;sf] d"n :j?k pkGof;s} 5. g]kfnsf k|l;4 pkGof;sf/ 8f= w|'jrGb| uf}tdn] ‘c/]laog gfO6\;’ sf cnf}lss syfx? ;fwgfdf wf/fjflxs?kdf k|:t't ug'{x'g]5. –;Dkfbs

k|frLgsfndf kl;{of eGg] /fHodf Pshgf /fhf /fHo ub{y]. pgL ;f;flgog j+zsf lyP. Tof] j+zdf lgs} zlQmzfnL /fhfx? ePsf lyP. tL /fhfx?dWo] oL /fhf zlQmzfnL x'g'sf ;fy} c;n klg lyP. pgsf k|hfx? pgnfO{ cToGt dfof ub{y]. pgL a'l4dfgL / b"/bzL{;d]t lyP. To:tf /fhf;"u j/k/sf /fHosf cGo /fhfx? 8/fP/} a:by]. /fhf anjfg\ lyP / pgsf ;}lgs cToGt cg'zfl;t lyP.

oL /fhfsf b'O{ k'q lyP. h]7f ;x/of/ / sfG5f ;xhgfg. ;x/of/ of]Uo lktfsf of]Uo pQ/flwsf/L lyP. pgdf lktfsf ;f/f u'0fx? cfPsf lyP. sfG5f ;xhgfg klg Tolts} of]Uo lyP.

w]/} jif{;Dd ;'vk"j{s /fHo u/]kl5 Ps lbg /fhfsf] d[To' eof]. To;kl5 rngcg';f/ h]7f /fhs'df/nfO{ /fhfsf] tfh klx¥ofOof]. ;xhgfgnfO{ /fHosf] sfg'gcg';f/ /fHo ;~rfngsf] s'g} clwsf/ k|fKt geP klg pgL ck|;Gg jf Oiof{n' ePgg\. a? cf?gf bfh' /fhf ;x/of/nfO{ ;3fp"b} k|;Gg /fVglt/ nfu]. ;x/of/ klg cf?gf efOnfO{ lgs} dfof ub{y]. Ps lbg pgn] cf?gf efO ;xhgfgnfO{ af]nfP/ tftf/ /fHosf] /fhf agfOlbP.

;xhgfg To;kl5 tTsfn Toxf"af6 cf?gf] /fHosf] sfo{ef/ ;DxfNg /jfgf eP. pgn] Toxf"sf] ;a} Joj:yf ldnfPkl5 ;d/sGbnfO{ cf?gf] /fhwfgL agfP. ;d/sGb To; /fHosf] Pp6f 7"nf] gu/ lyof]. o;/L !) jif{ lat]kl5 Ps lbg ;x/of/nfO{ cf?gf] efO ;xhgfgl;t e]6\g] 7"nf] OR5f eof]. ;x/of/n] cf?gf alh/nfO{ af]nfP/ ;d/sGb uO{ ;xhgfgnfO{ b/af/df cfdlGqt ug'{ egL k7fP.

alh/ ;d/sGbglhs cfPsf] ;xhgfgn] yfxf kfPkl5 alh/tkm{ e]6\g pgL cfkm} uP. pgsf ;fydf b/af/sf sltko kbflwsf/L klg lyP. tL hDd} ;'Ntfg cyf{t\ /fhfsf dGqLk|lt ;Ddfg k|bz{g ug{ d"Nojfg\ j:qfe"if0fsf ;fy uPsf lyP.

;xhgfgn] cf?gf bfh'sf oL b"tnfO{ cToGt cfglGbt eP/ xflb{stf;fy e]6]. To;kl5 cf?gf bfh'sf] xfnrfn ;f]w]. xfnva/ atfPkl5 alh/n] ;xhgfgnfO{ :j:y b]Vbf v'zL JoQm u/]/ cfkm" pgnfO{ /fhf ;x/of/sf] lgDtf] lbg cfPsf] j[QfGt eg].

;xhgfg alh/sf s'/fn] cToGt k|efljt eP. pgn] eg]– ‘x] dxfTdg\ alh/, d]/f bfO ;'Ntfg dnfO{ cToGt dfof / ;Ddfg ub{5g\. dnfO{ of] lgdGq0ff cToGt lk|o nfUof]. lsgeg] d :jod\ pgLl;t e]6\g] Tolts} tLj| OR5f /fVb5', hlt pgL /fVb5g\. d]/f] /fHodf zflGt 5. s]jn !) lbgleq d cf?gf] /fHosf] Joj:yf ldnfP/ tkfO{+l;t hfg;Sg] x'G5'. To;sf/0f olt 5f]6f] cjlwsf nflu tkfO{+n] gu/leq k|j]z ug]{ lem+hf] a];fO/xg'kb}{g. d tkfO{+l;t cg'/f]w ub{5', tkfO{+ cf?gf tDa'x? oxf" uf8\g'xf];\. d tkfO{+ / tkfO{+sf cg'r/x?sf nflu cfjZos ;d:t j:t'x? oxL+ h'6fpg eg]/ cfb]z lbG5'.’

alh/n] of] s'/f :jLsf/ u/L ToxL+ a;]/ ;xhgfgsf] k|tLIff ug{ yfn]. otf zxhgfgn] !) lbgleq cf?gf ;f/f s'/f ldnfP. To;kl5 cf?gL /fgL;"u labf x'g uP. cf?gL /fgLnfO{ ;xhgfg cf}lw dfof ub{y]. pgn] /fgLnfO{ lgs} ;dosf nflu 5'l§g] x'gfn] cToGt efj'stf;fy e]6]. /fgLn] klg pgnfO{ k|]dk"j{s labf ul/g\. ;xhgfg cf?gf nfjfn:s/;lxt ;f"emkv s]xL lbgsf] ofqfsf nflu lx+8].

alh/ a;]sf] 7fp"lg/} ;xhgfgn] klg cf?gf] SofDkf v8f u/fP. pgL alh/;"u cfwf /ft;Dd dL7f–dL7f s'/f u/]/ a;]. ;'Tg eg]/ alh/;"u 5'l§Pkl5 pgnfO{ cf?gL Kof/L /fgLsf] ;Demgfn] ;tfpg yfNof]. pgn] ;f]r]– clxn] t d cf?gf] b/af/af6 6f9f 5}g. Psk6s cf?gL /fgLnfO{ km]l/ e]6]/ laxfg;Dd kmls{g ;lsxfN5'. To:tf] ;f]r]kl5 pgL cf?gL Kof/L /fgLnfO{ e]6\g eg]/ PSn} lx+8]. s;}nfO{ kQf] lbPgg\.

;xhgfg /fgLnfO{ rlst t'Nofpg] x]t'n] lj:tf/} cf?gf] sIftkm{ nfu]sf lyP. glhs k'u]/ pgn] h:tf] b[Zo b]v] To;n] pgnfO{ b'MvL dfq t'NofPg, cf?g} cf"vfdf ljZjf;;d]t ePg Psl5g\. pgsL /fgL zq'x?sf ;fy ef]uljnf; ul//x]sL lyOg\. ;xhgfgnfO{ 7"nf] wf]sf lbPsL /lx5g\.

;xhgfgn] tL if8\oGqsf/Lx?nfO{ efUg gkfp"b} tTsfn cf?gf] 5f]6f] t/af/ lems]/ dfl/lbP. To;kl5 ltgsf nf;nfO{ b/af/jl/kl/ vlgPsf] vfN8f]df xfNg nufOlbP.

o;/L abnf lnO{ pgL cf?gf] SofDkfdf kms]{/ cfP. pgn] /ftsf] 36gfaf/] s;}nfO{ Ps zAb klg atfPgg\. a? pgn] 6f"luPsf kfnx? lems]/ ef]lnkN6 ;"of]{bocl3 g} lx+8\g] cfb]z lbP. pgLx? ;f/f gu/f tyf cGo afhfufhfsf ;fy lx+8]. afhfsf] Wjlgn] ;f/fnfO{ cfglGbt t'NofPsf] lyof]. cfglGbt lyPgg\ eg] s]jn /fhf ;xhgfg. pgL cf?gL kTgLsf] a]OdfgLn] cToGt b'MvL / PSnf] cg'ej ul//x]sf lyP. ofqfel/ pgL cfGtl/s?kn] cfkm"nfO{ uDeL/?kdf b'MvL cg'ej ul//x].

;xhgfg kl;{ofsf] /fhwfgLglhs k'u]kl5 :jod\ ;'Ntfg ;x/of/ cf?gf ;f/f b/afl/of;lxt pgnfO{ e]6\g cfP. b'j} /fhk'?ifx? Ps–csf{nfO{ e]6]/ cToGt v'zL eP. pgLx?sf cg'xf/ Ps–csf{nfO{ b]v]/ cfgGbn] bLKt eP. ltgLx?n] Ps–csf{nfO{ c+sdfn u/L cToGt dfof / ;Ddfg bzf{P. clg cg]s s'/fsfgL ub}{ gu/leq k|j]z u/]. ;f/f gu/jf;Ln] b'j} /fhfsf] eJo :jfut clegGbg u/].

;'Ntfgn] cf?gf efOnfO{ To; b/af/tkm{ nu], h'g pgsf nflu ;lh;hfp kfl/Psf] lyof]. efOnfO{ ;x/of/n] cf?g} glhs /fVg] x]t'n] Pp6f o:tf] dxndf a:g] Joj:yf u/]sf lyP, h'g pgsf] cf?g} dxn / au}+rfl;t hf]l8Psf] lyof].

;x/of/n] Ps}l5g\kl5 tftf/sf /fhfnfO{ g'xfO{ w'jfO{ u/L cf?gf j:qfe"if0f km]/]/ tfhfkg cg'ej u?g\ egL 5f]8]/ lx+8]. ;xhgfg oL sfdx?af6 lgj[Q ePkl5 ;x/of/ km]l/ ;xhgfgglhs cfP. ltgLx? b'j} Pp6f ;f]kmfdf a;]. b'j} /fhs'df/n] nfdf] ;dosf] cGt/fndf e]6]sf] cfgGb lnP. pgLx?sf] cfTdLotf cg's"n Jojxf/ u/].

To;kl5 /ftsf] ef]hgsf] ;do eof]. pgLx?n] ;"u} a;]/ ef]hg u/]. ef]hgkl5 k'gM a;]/ s'/fsfgL ug{ yfn]. w]/} /ft hfpGh]n;Dd s'/f u/]kl5 ;x/of/nfO{ nfUof]– l9nf] eP5. pgL cf?gf efOnfO{ cf/fd ug{ 5f]8]/ lx+8].

cefuL ;xhgfg cf]5\ofgdf n8]. oBlk bfO;"u s'/fsfgL ubf{ pgsf] b'MvL dgn] s]xL ;do ;fGTjgf kfPsf] lyof]. ca Tof] b'Mv km]l/ kms]{/ cfPsf] lyof]. cem a9]/ kms]{sf] lyof] eGbf plrt x'g]5. pgnfO{ emg\ a9L lx+;|s efjn] 5f]Kof], oBlk pgn] tL if8\oGqsf/Lx?nfO{ dfl/;s]sf lyP. To;n] ubf{ ulx/f] /ftdf /fd|/L lj>fd ug'{sf] ;f6f] pgL Tof] c;xgLo b[Zo ;DemL ;DemL cfkm"nfO{ emg\ b'MvL t'NofO/x]sf lyP. /ftel/ pgL lj>fd ug'{sf] ;f6f] cf?gL ck/flwgL /fgLnfO{ cfqmf]zn] :d/0f ub}{ 56\k6fO/x]. t/ cfkm"nfO{ ;+;f/sf] ;aeGbf cefuL JolQm 7fGg'afx]s c? pgL s] ug{ ;Sy] /! /ft To:t}df laTof].

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uf]/fafa'

– dx]zljqmd zfx

d}n] klg uf]/fafa'nfO{ e]6]+. zfob of] 6f]ndf uf]/fafa'nfO{ e]6\g] d clGtd lyP" x'"nf. d]/f ;fyLx? cg', ;'dL / >]ofn] eg] uf]/fafa'n] of] 6f]ndf Pp6f 3/ ef8fdf lnO{ a:g yfn]sf] bf];|f] lbgdf g} e]l6;s]sf lyP. d]/f ;fydf ;fyLx? klg lyP. uf]/fafa'sf] 3/ ;'Gb/ lyof] / 3/leqsf] jftfj/0f emg\ cfsif{s lyof]. d}n] slxNo} gb]v]sf / klxrfg ug{ g;s]sf ;fdfgx? lyP Toxf". d]/f cf"vfx? uf]/fafa'sf] a8]dfsf] hLp / lrdh:tf cf"vfx?nfO{ a]jf:tf ub}{ tL ;fdfgx?lt/ s]lGb|t ePsf lyP. d}n] nf]eL cf"vfx?n] x]l//x]+ tL /fd|f / cgf}7f ;fdfgx?nfO{.

uf]/fafa' ;f]kmfdf ndtGg eP/ a;] eg] xfdLx? g/d–g/d sfk]{6df kn]6L s:of}+. ‘‘P s]6fs]6Lx? otf cfpm.’’ uf]/fafa'n] xfdLx?nfO{ cfkm"lt/ af]nfP/ xfd|f] xft–xftdf rsn]6 ydfp"b} af]n]– ‘‘of] rsn]6 dL7f] 5, ltdLx? klg of] rsn]6 vfcf] / /dfOnf] u/.’’ uf]/fafa'af6 rsn]6 kfO;s]kl5 xfdLx?n] Ps–csf{sf xftdf x]¥of}+. ;a}hgf d]/f xftdf Oiof{n' gh/n] x]l//x]sf lyP. d]/f] d'7Lleq rf/j6f rsn]6 lyP eg] c?sf] efudf d'l:snn] b'O{j6f rsn]6 k/]sf lyP. d}n] uf]/fafa'lt/ s[t1tf el/Psf cf"vfx?n] x]/]sL lyP". uf]/fafa'sf 7"nf–7"nf lrdh:tf cf"vfx?n] dnfO{ g} tfls/x]sf lyP. d}n] x]/]sf] b]v]kl5 pgL d':s'/fP/ dnfO{ cfkm"glhs af]nfO{ d]/f] lk7\of}+df ykykfp"b} eg]– ‘‘ltdLnfO{ d cfh klxnf]k6s b]Vb}5'. s] xf] gfgL ltd|f] gfp"<’’

– ‘‘u'8\8L.’’

– ‘‘cf]–xf] slt ;'Gb/ gfd, of] rsn]6eGbf klg dL7f] gfd, xf]Og t s]6fs]6Lx? xf]<’’

s]6fs]6Lx?n] pgsf] ‘xf]’ df ‘xf]’ ldnfP. d v'zLn] km'?· eP".

‘‘rsn]6 vfg dg nfUof] eg] dnfO{ ;Dem x} u'8\8L’’ –uf]/fafa'n] km]l/ d]/f] lk7\of}+df ykykfP. d eg] ckf/ v'zL / cfgGbn] k'nlst eO/x]sL lyP".

3/df kms]{kl5 d}n] d]/L cfdfnfO{ eg]+– ‘‘cfdf d}n] cfh kNnf] 3/df a;]sf uf]/fafa'nfO{ e]6]+.’’ ‘‘c", s] lbP t uf]/fafa'n] t"nfO{<’’ cfdfsf] cg'xf/df cfZro{ / Jofs'ntf b'j} b]lvof].

‘‘cfdf, dnfO{ rf/j6f rsn]6 lbP, c~hnLx?nfO{ eg] b'O{j6f dfq.’’ d}n] nfl8+b} cfdfsf] sDd/ ;dft]+.

‘‘uf]/fafa'n] c?eGbf t"nfO{ w]/} dfof u/]sf xf]nfg\.’’ cfdfsf] cf"vfdf dk|lt a9L ckgTj / jfT;No 5rlNs/x]sf] lyof].

‘‘d ef]ln klg :s"naf6 kms]{kl5 uf]/fafa'sxf" hfG5' x} cfdf<’’ cfdfsf] cg'xf/af6 dk|lt dfofsf] kmf]xf]/f pln{/x]sf] b]v]kl5 d emg\ nfl8P".

‘‘uf]/fafa';"u c+u|]hL l;sfOdfUg' lg, vfln rsn]6 dfq gvfg".’’ cfdfsf] :jLsf/f]lQmn] d]/f] dg rª\ufem}+ p8\g yfNof]. o;k|sf/ bf];|f] lbgaf6 d]/f k}tfnfx?n] uf]/fafa'sf] sfk]{6 r'Dg yfn].

laxfgsf] vfhf lnO;s]kl5 uf]/fafa' cf?gf] k'/fgf] sf/df aflx/ nfUy]. lbp";f] d :s"n hfGy]+. o;k|sf/ xfd|f] e]6 a]n'sLkv dfq x'g] uYof]{. a]n'sLkv ha d tLg sIffsf] c+u|]hL lstfa af]s]/ uf]/fafa'sf] lgjf;df cfOk'Uy]+. uf]/fafa' cGo s]6fs]6Lx?;"u /dfP/ v]ln/x]sf x'Gy]. pgsf] lgjf;df lbg k|ltlbg v]nf}gfx?sf] y'k|f] nfUg yfn]sf] lyof]. pgL k|To]s lbg gof" v]nf}gf lnP/ cfp"y]. pgL tL v]nf}gfx?;"u cfkm" klg v]Ny] / xfdLx?nfO{ klg v]Ng lbGy]. v]Nbf–v]Nbf k'/fgf] ePsf v]nf}gfnfO{ xfdLx?sf] xftdf /flvlb+b} eGy]– ‘‘n of] ltd|f] nflu, 3/df nu]/ v]n t/ oxf" gof" v]nf}gf v]Ng cfpg eg] g5f]8\g' lg x} u'8\8L.’’

uf]/fafa'n] ca dnfO{ c+u|]hL l;sfpg yfn]sf lyP. pgsf] kf7 k9fpg] tl/sf uhasf] lyof]. :s"ndf d]/f lzIfsx?n] k9fPsf] eGbf ;j{yf leGg lyof]. d uf]/fafa'n] k9fPsf] kf7nfO{ t'?Gt lbdfudf ptfg{ ;Sy]+. pgL kf7 k9fp"b} slxn] dnfO{ prfn]/ cf?gf] sfvdf /fVy] t slxn] cfkm" 3f]8f ag]/ dnfO{ sDd/dfly r9\g nufp"y]. tTkZrft\ pgL cfkm"n] ev{/ k9fPsf] kf7sf] af/]df k|Zgx? agfp"b} ;f]Wg nfUy]. d}n] ;xL hjfkm lbP" eg] pgL dnfO{ cf?gf] lk7\of}+dfly af]Sb} 3f]8fem}+ lxglxgfp"b} sf]7fsf] Ps rSs/ nufp"y]. To;a]nf d}n] ‘lx+8\ 3f]8f lx+8\’ eGb} v'§fsf] s's'{Rrfn] pgsf] lt3|fsf] efudf 76fpg'kb{Yof]. t/ d}n] pgsf] k|Zgsf] ;xL hjfkm lbg ;lsg eg] pgL ;jf/Lsf] 3f]8f laRs]/ cf?gf] ;jf/nfO{ lk7\oF}+af6 v;fn]em}+ dnfO{ klg cf?gf] lk7\of}+ / sDd/ pkmfb}{ e'O"df n8fpg k'Uy]. d}n] e'O"df n8]sf] n8\o} la;]{sf] kf7 km]l/ ofb ug'{kb{Yof]. uf]/fafa' eg] ;'t]sf] ;'To} sf]N6] kms]{/ dnfO{ lgofln/xGy].

3/df cfPkl5 d cfdfnfO{ ;Dk"0f{ ljj/0f ;'gfp"y]+. cfdf lvTsf 5f]8]/ xf":g'x'GYof] / dnfO{ sfvdf /fv]/ DjfO" vf"b} eGg'x'GYof]– ‘‘t"nfO{ w]/} dfof u5{g\ uf]/fafa'n].’’ dnfO{ klg o; s'/fdf uj{ lyof] ls uf]/fafa'n] dnfO{ dfq w]/} dfof u5{g\.

Ps lbg kf7 l;Sg] qmddf uf]/fafa'n] ;f]w]sf] k|Zgsf] ;xL pQ/ lbPkl5 pgn] dnfO{ cf?gf] sfvdf /fv]/ d]/f] ufnf /ftf] x'g]u/L DjfO" vf"b} eg]– ‘‘u'8\8L! ltd|f] afafn] ltdLnfO{ dfof u5{g\<’’ d}n] 6fpsf] xNnfP/ ‘u5{g\’ eg]+.

‘‘ltd|f] afafn] ltdLnfO{ s;/L dfof u5{g\< n u/]/ b]vfpm t===.’’ d}n] uf]/fafa'sf b'j} ufnf ;dft]/ klxnf lgwf/df DjfO" vfP" / To;kl5 ufnfdf DjfO" vf"b} eg]+– ‘‘d]/L Kof/L 5f]/L ss.’’ To;a]nf d}n] d]/f] afafn] dnfO{ To;}u/L dfof u/]sf] b[Zo ;Dem]+.

uf]/fafa' d';'d';' d':s'/fP. pgn] klg d]/f] cg';/0f ub}{ d]/f] lgwf/df / ufnfdf DjfO" vf"b} eg]– ‘‘d]/L Kof/L
u'8\8L ss.’’ uf]/fafa'sf] DjfO" lktfsf] h:tf] gnfu] klg pgn] dnfO{ ;Daf]wg ug{ k|of]u u/]sf zAbn] d]/f sfgdf d]/f lktfs} dfofn' zAbx?sf] :kz{af]w u/fOlbof]. xiff{lt/]sn] d uf]/fafa'sf] 5ftLdf r]lK6P".

d}n] 3/df cfdfnfO{ eg]+– ‘‘uf]/fafa'n] dnfO{ cfh w]/} dfof u/].’’ cfdfn] pT;'s cf"vfn] dlt/ x]g'{eof]. d}n] To; x]/fOaf6 cfdf ;Dk"0f{ s'/f ;'Gg rfxg'x'G5 eGg] cg'dfg u/]+. d]/f] s'/f ;'g]kl5 cfdfn] k'nlst x'"b} eGg'eof]– ‘‘c"! uf]/fafa' t"nfO{ w]/} dfof u5{g\. t}+n] o:tf] sfd gu/];\, h;af6 uf]/fafa'sf] lrQ b'vf];\. a'lem;\<’’

d}n] cf1fsf/L afns ag]/ hjfkm lbP"– ‘‘xj;\ cfdf.’’

cfh klg d}n] uf]/fafa'sxf" uP/ kf7 k9]+. cGtdf 3f]8f ;jf/ ag]/ uf]/fafa'nfO{ sf]7fsf] rf/}lt/ 3'Dg afWo klg agfP". cGttM uf]/fafa'n] dnfO{ sfvdf /fVb} eg]– ‘‘ltd|f] of] sk8f slt k'/fgf], gof" sk8f 5}g ltdL;"u u'8\8L<’’ d}n] cg'xf/ sfnf] kf/]+. dnfO{ hxf";Dd nfU5, d;"u yf]/} sk8fx? dfq lyP. ;w}+ /fd|f / ;'lsnf sk8fx? nufP/ aflx/ lg:sg' zfob c;Dej lyof] d]/f nflu. d k|foM 3/df klg :s"ns} o'lgkmd{ nufP/ a:y]+. uf]/fafa'sf] k|Zgn] d cf?gf] klx/gk|lt klxnf]k6s ;r]t ePsL lyP".

3/df d}n] cfdfnfO{ eg]+– ‘‘cfdf, cfdf! of] d]/f] sk8f slt d}nf]<’’ cfdfn] cgf}7f] cg'xf/ kf/]/ dlt/ x]g'{eof] / cf"vf 7"nf 7"nf kf/]/ dnfO{ eGg'eof]– ‘‘lsg uf]/fafa'n] s]xL eg] t"nfO{<’’

d}n] ?Gr] cg'xf/ kfb}{ eg]+– ‘‘uf]/fafa'n] eg]sf], d]/f] sk8f k'/fgf] 5 /].’’

‘‘clg uf]/fafa';"u dnfO{ gof" sk8f xflnlbg';\, elgg;\ t<’’ –cfdfn] d]/f] cg'xf/df b]vfk/]sf] efj kl/jt{gk|lt s'g} rf;f] gb]vfP/ g} ;fdfGo?kdf dnfO{ ;'emfjsf] k]6f/f] ydfpg'eof]. d eg] dgdg} ;f]Rg yfn]+– ‘‘d uf]/fafa'nfO{ s;/L sk8f xflnlbg';\ eg]/ eg""!’’

bf];|f] lbg klg ToxL yf]qf] / k'/fgf] sk8fdf g} dnfO{ b]Vbf uf]/fafa'sf] cg'xf/df d':sfg gfRof].

‘‘ltdLnfO{ sk8f xflnlbp"m d<’’ crfgs k|s6 ePsf] uf]/fafa'sf] k|:tfjn] d cSs g aSs eP". cfdfn] l;sfPcg';f/ dnfO{ uf]/fafa'sf cufl8 sk8f xflnlbg] k|:tfj s;/L /fv"" eGg] nflu/x]sf] lyof] / d dgdg} of] lk/nf]n] lrGtfu|:t eO/x]sL lyP". t/ uf]/fafa' cfkm} Tof] ;d:ofsf] ;dfwfg ag]/ v8f eOlb+bf d v'zLn] a'n'{s–a'n'{s pk|m]+. d}n] cf?gf cf"vfsf] efjaf6 g} uf]/fafa'k|lt s[t1tf k|s6 u/]+. d}n] uf]/fafa'dfly cfb/;"rs b[li6 ?of"s]+. pgsf cf"vfx? @ ;o jf6sf] aNaem}+ rlDs/x]sf lyP.

‘‘ltdL v'zL eof} u'8\8L<’’ –uf]/fafa' rxlsP/ af]n]. d}n] t'?Gt cf?gf] lz/ xNnfP". d]/f] cg'xf/df d':sfg gflr/x]sf] lyof] eg] d]/f] z/L/df pGdfbsf] nx/ t/l·t eO/x]sf] lyof].

‘‘===t/ ltdLn] DjfO" vfg'k5{ oL oxf", clg dfq d gof" sk8f lbG5'.’’ uf]/fafa'n] h'DNofxf /ftf s]/fh:tf cf?gf cf]7x? b]vfP.

s]xL nfh, s]xL ;+sf]r / clnslt 8/sf] e'd/Ldf ?dlnP" d. d}n] ;f]r]+– ‘‘uf]/fafa'sf] cf]7df DjfO" gvfPdf zfob d gof" sk8f kfp"g]5}g. d]/L cfdfn] dnfO{ ;f]Wg'x'g]5, uf]/fafa';"u sk8f xflnlbg';\, eg]/ elgg;\ u'8\8L<’’ d]/f] dg bf]wf/] eof]. DjfO" vfpm" ls gvfpm" o; ls+st{Joljd"9tfn] tgfju|:t eP" d. nf]Ug]dfG5]sf] DjfO"sf] efiff ga'em\g] d Tolt ;fgL eg] lyOg". d]/f] afaf / cfdfn] k6s–k6s cf–cf?gf] d'v hf]8]/ DjfO" vfPsf] b[Zo d]/f cf"vf cufl8 gfRg yfNb5. zfob uf]/fafa'sf] ;§f d]/f lktf ePsf] eP d t'?Gt bf}8]/ uO{ cg'xf/el/ g} DjfO"sf] 6f"rf nufOlbGy]+. t/ oxf" uf]/fafa' lyP / uf]/fafa'n] dnfO{ hlt;'s} dfof u/] klg pgL d]/f cf?g} lktf t lyPgg\. csf]{ d}n] eGg} kg]{ tYo s] xf] eg] uf]/fafa'sf] k'?if b]xdf d}n] cf?gf afafsf] k|ltljDaeGbf Pp6f lhp"bf]–hfUbf] k'?ifsf] :j?knfO{ 7DofPsL lyP". t;y{ dnfO{ Pshgf nf]Ug]dfG5]sf] cf]7df cf?gf] cf]7 hf]8\g' b'is/ nflu/x]sf] lyof]. d oxL ljd"9tfsf] cj:yfdf lyP", uf]/fafa' cf?gf sf]7fleq uP/ kms{+bf pgsf] xftdf Pp6f ;'Gb/ k|ms xlNn/x]sf] lyof]. ‘‘u'8\8L, of] ltd|f] k|ms.’’

cfxf! slt ;'Gb/ / cfsif{s k|ms! of] k|ms kSs} klg dx"uf] x'g'kb{5. k|ms b]Vg]lalQs} d]/f v'§fx? :jod\ ultzLn ag] / d uf]/fafa'sf] xftdf em'lG8g k'u]+. uf]/fafa'n] dnfO{ sfvdf /fv]/ k|ms d]/f] xftdf /flvlb+b} eg]– ‘‘ca dnfO{ DjfO" vfGgf} t u'8\8L<’’ t/ d}n] hjfkm lbg'eGbf klxn] g} uf]/fafa'n] cfkm} g} d]/f] cf]7df DjfO" vfO;s]sf lyP.

d]/f] gof" k|ms b]v]/ cfdf deGbf klg a9L /dfpg'eof] / dnfO{ sfvdf /fv]/ DjfO" vf"b} eGg'eof]– ‘‘uf]/fafa'n] s] eg] t"nfO{<’’

d}n] eg]+– ‘‘uf]/fafa'n] dnfO{ of] k|ms lbP/ sfvdf /fvL DjfO" klg vfP.’’ ‘‘x" t"nfO{ t w]/} dfof ug{ yfn] lg uf]/fafa'n]!! s] e/f];f, t"nfO{ klg cD/Lsf lnP/ hfG5g\ ls< Toxf" hfg kfO;\ eg] t t]/f] efUog} albnG5, a'lem;\ u'8\8L!!’’

cfdfsf cfzfn' zAbx?n] d]/f] x[bodf d8fl/g yfn]sf] 8/ / qf;sf] afbn klg x6\of] / d]/f] dgsf] r/f] s;}n] eg]sf]– ;'g]sf] / l6eLdf dfq b]v]sf] Tof] :ju{gu/L cD/Lsfdf 8'Nb} sfjf vfg yfNof].

uf]/fafa'nfO{ d}n] eg]+– ‘‘dnfO{ cD/Lsf nfg'x'G5<’’ ‘‘ltdL hfG5\of} d;"u<’’ uf]/fafa'sf] cg'xf/df cfZro{ ldl>t v'zLsf] efj k}bf eof].

‘‘cfdfn] eGg'ePsf], tkfO{+n]
dnfO{ w]/} dfof ug'{x'G5 /]! cD/Lsf nUg'x'G5 /]! / Toxf" hfg kfPkl5 d]/f] efUo} albnG5 /]!!’’

‘‘P xf] /!’’ uf]/fafa'sf] d':sfg rf}8f eof].

‘‘xf] ss.’’ d]/f] :j/ klg v'zLsf] dfxn] ux|f}+ eof]. ‘‘s;}nfO{ d}n] cd]l/sfdf nu]+ eg] ltdLnfO{ g} nU5', a'‰of} u'8\8L.’’ olt eGb} uf]/fafa'n] dnfO{ prfn]/ cf?gf] sfvdf /fvL pgsf h'DNofxf /ftf s]/fem}+ cf]7x? d]/f] cg'xf/el/ rg{ yfn]. cfh klg d}n] gof" kf7 k9]+ / cfh klg xfdL 3f]8f / 3f]8 ;jf/ aGof}+. klxn]sf] v]n / cfhsf] v]ndf olt km/s lyof] ls cfh d 3f]8f ag]sL lyP" eg] uf]/fafa' 3f]8;jf/ ag]sf lyP. pgsf b'O{ v'§fx?sf aLrdf d rf/v'§] ag]sL lyP". uf]/fafa'nfO{ /fd|/L 1fg lyof] ls d pgsf] ef/ /fd|/L yfDg ;lSbg t;y{ pgL cf?gf b'O{ v'§f v'DRofP/ d]/f] lk7\of}+dfly r9]sf] h:tf] u/L pleO/x]sf lyP. d lx+8\g yfn]+ eg] pgL klg cf?gf v'§fx? v'DRofp"b} lx+8\g yfNby]. o;k|sf/ xfdLn] sf]7fsf] b'O{ rSs/ df¥of}+. clGtd rSs/ sf6\g] qmddf s] ef]–s;f] ef] s'lGg xfdL b'j} hgf e'O"df 3f]K6f] k¥of}+ / d]/f] hLpsf] kl;gf g;'s'Gh]n uf]/fafa'n] dnfO{ cf?gf] c+ufnf]leq ;'D;'DofO/x]. 3/df hfg]a]nf uf]/fafa'n] dnfO{ Pp6f /+uLlj/+uL km's]{ 6f]kL lb+b} eg]– ‘‘of] Sofk ltdLnfO{ xf] u'8\8L. cd]l/sfdf ag]sf] xf] of] Sofk, a'‰of}!!’’

cfdfn] d]/f] Sofk x]b}{ eGg'eof]– ‘‘olt /fd|f] Sofk t sf7df8f}+df g} kfO"b}g. cf]xf]! slt hflt /x]5g\ uf]/fafa', t"nfO{ pgL w]/} dfof u5{g\. pgn] t"nfO{ kSsf cD/Lsf nfG5g\. uf]/fafa'sL 5f]/L xf];\ t".’’

‘‘d t tkfO{+sL 5f]/L.’’ csf]{ lbg uf]/fafa'sf] sf]7fleq k|j]z ub}{ d}n] eg]+ t/ uf]/fafa'nfO{ b]Vg]lalQs} d jfSs eP". d]/f af"sL zAbx? d]/f] 3f"6Ldf g} c8\s]. d t'?Gt pN6} v'§fn] eP klg of] sf]7faf6 efUg rfxGy]+ t/ d]/f v'§fx?nfO{ s'g} r'DasLo zlQm ePsf] j:t'n] h8 agfPsf] lyof]. d cfkm"n] x]g{ grfx]/ klg uf]/fafa'nfO{ x]l//x]sL lyP". d]/f cf"vfx?df cfZro{sf] ;d'b| km}n]sf] lyof]. pQm ;d'b|df s]xL nfhsf t/·x? klg lyP t s]xL gf}nf cg'ejsf Hjf/ef6fx? klg nxl/g yfn]sf lyP. uf]/fafa' tf}lnofn] cf?gf] z/L/ k'l5/x]sf lyP. ;fob pgL ev{/ g'xfP/ cfPsf lyP. pgsf] sf]7fdf ;]Dk'sf] uGw km}n]sf] lyof]. pgL ;jf{· gfª\uf] lyP. k'?ifsf] ;jf{· gfª\uf] z/L/ klxnf]k6s b]lv/x]sL lyP" d. d]/f] z/L/df kl;gfsf] d"n km'6\of]. Psflt/ Ps k|sf/sf] 8/, qf;, Unflg / xLgtfn] d]/f] dgdl:tis s'l07t eO/x]sf] lyof] eg] csf]{lt/ k'?ifsf] gfª\uf] z/L/sf] bz{gn] d]/f] s'df/L x[bodf xnrn dRrfOlbPsf] lyof]. dlt/ x]b}{ gx]/L uf]/fafa'n] cf?gf] hLpdfly tf}lnof nk]6]. tTkZrft\ dnfO{ xKsfp"b} eg]– ‘‘wt\ nf6L, gfª\uf] dfG5]nfO{ klg x]5{g\ o;/L<’’ cfh dnfO{ k9\g dg nfu]g. uf]/fafa'sf] lk7\of}+dfly r9\bf dnfO{ o; k|sf/sf] cg'e"ltn] uf"Hof] ls d uf]/fafa'sf] gfª\uf] z/L/dfly ;jf/ eO/x]sL 5'. cfh d}n] pgsf s'g} k|Zgsf] klg hjfkm lbg ;lsg. s] yfxf uf]/fafa'nfO{ ls pgsf] gfª\uf] z/L/sf] bz{gn] d]/f] z/L/leqsf] /Qmk|jfxdf t'kmfg NofOlbPsf] 5. kf7sf] ;dflKtkZrft\ 5'l§g]a]nfdf uf]/fafa'n] dnfO{ c"ufnf]df a]/]/ DjfO" vf"b} eg]– ‘‘cfh d ltdLnfO{ w]/} rsn]6 / gof" v]nf}gf lbG5' x} u'8\8L.’’ uf]/fafa' cf?gf] sf]7fleq uP/ Pp6f kf]sf] lnP/ kms]{. Tof] Knfli6ssf] kf]sf]leq b'O{ Kofs]6 rsn]6 / Pp6f ;]tf] kf08f v]nf}gf lyof].

‘‘uf]/fafa'’’ –d xiff{lt/]sn] lrRofPsL lyP". d]/f] of] gof" ;Daf]wgdf pgL 6\jfNn k/]/ dnfO{ x]l//x]sf lyP. To;kl5 uf]/fafa'n] d]/f] ufnfdf nfdf] r'Dag 5f]8]sf lyP. cfh uf]/fafa'sf] cf]7sf] r'Dag tftf]–tftf] nfu]sf] lyof] dnfO{. tL tftf cf]7x?n] d]/f g;f–g;fdf Ps k|sf/sf] cgf}7f] s/]G6 bf}8fOlbPsf] lyof] l5ge/d}.

3/df k'u]kl5 dnfO{ nfUof], cfhsf] 36gfsf] af/]df cfdf;dIf k|:t't gxf]pm". t/ cfdfsf cf"vfx?sf] ;fdgf ug{ ;s]gg\ d]/f cf"vfx?n]. pgsf pT;'s / lh1f;f cf"vfx?n] x/lbg daf6 s]xL vf]lh/x]sf x'Gy]. d}n] d'v laufb}{ cfhsf] 36gfsf] af/]df a]lnlj:tf/ nufPkl5 cfdf klg /f]dfl~rt aGg'eof] h:tf] nfUof] dnfO{. cfdfn] cf?gf cf"vfx?df To; 36gfsf] efj ptfb}{ eGg'eof]– ‘‘Tolt cUnf] / df]6f] 5 uf]/fafa'< pm cD/Lsfg xf], t]/f] afafem}+ Vofp6] / k'8\s] sxf" x'GYof] /<’’

‘‘uf]/fafa', d cfP"’’ –lxhf]sf] 36gfsf] k'g/fj[lQ gxf];\ eGgfsf vflt/ d aflx/af6 lrRofp"b} leq uP". t/ d]/f] dgsf] Ps s'gfdf uf]/fafa'sf] Tof] gfª\uf] / u'nfkmL z/L/ b]Vg] nfn;f eg] lhp"b} lyof]. lxhf] pgsf] gfª\uf] z/L/n] k|bfg u/]sf] /f]df~rstfsf] /xnkxn d]/f] dl:tisdf cem tfh} lyof]. d]/f]eGbf slt leGg 5 pgsf] z/L/! d]/f] dfg;k6ndf pgsf] Tof] cb\e"t z/L/sf] ;+/rgf gflr/x\of] kmgkmgL. ‘‘leq cfpm u'8\8L’’ –leqaf6 uf]/fafa' af]n]sf lyP. d sf]7fleq k;]+. o;/L leq k:g]a]nfdf d lxhf]sf] b[Zosf] k'/gfj[lQsf] ck]Iff ul//xsL lyP" ls< dnfO{ /fd|/L x]Ssf 5}g. t/ d]/f cf"vfx?df Ps k|sf/sf] cgf}7f] rds k}bf ePsf] lyof], h'g uf]/fafa'sf] sf]7fdf s'g} j:t'sf] vf]hLdf nLg lyof] zfob. uf]/fafa' kn·df kftnf] Rofb/ cf]9]/ ;'t]sf lyP. sf]7fdf c+u|]hL uLtsf] dw'/ w'g u'l~h/x]sf] lyof] eg] ;fy;fy} u'nf°sf] dudu af;gf klg /ª\dufPsf] lyof].

‘‘uf]/fafa'’’ –d pgsf] glhs} uP/ km';km';fP", ‘‘tkfO{nfO{ ;Grf] 5}g uf]/fafa'<’’ pgsf] :jf:Yok|lt lrlGtt b]lvPsL lyP" d.

‘‘u'8\8L, oxf" cfpm ss.’’ d pgsf] glhs} l;/fglt/ yrSs a;]+.

‘‘== d]/f] lgwf/ 5fd t slt tftf] 5.’’ –uf]/fafa'n] d]/f] xft ;dft]/ cf?gf] lgwf/dfly /fv]. pgsf] lgwf/ ;f"lRrs} tftf] lyof]. d}n] pgsf] lgwf/ ;xnfp"b} cg'xf/lt/ b[li6 ?of"s]+. pgsf cf"vfx? cw{d'lbt lyP t/ cf]7x? eg] s]xL a'b\a'bfO/x]sf lyP, h;nfO{ d}n] a'‰g ;s]sL lyOg". d}n] ss]{ cf"vfn] Rofb/leq 5f]lkPsf] pgsf] z/L/ x]g]{ k|of; u/+]. ‘‘sxL+ Rofb/leq gfª\uf] t 5}gg\ pgL<’’ uf]/fafa' lj:tf/} cf?gf] xftsf] :kz{n] dnfO{ dfof ug{ yfn]. d]/f] skfn, d]/f] lgwf/, d]/f gfs, d]/f cf"vf, d]/f sfg, d]/f ufnf clg d]/f cf]7x? pgsf] tftf] :kz{df kUng yfn]. ‘‘uf]/fafa'!’’ –d lrRofP". lsg lrRofP", d cfkm}nfO{ yfxf 5}g. cGttM uf]/fafa'n] d]/f] sDd/ ;dft]/ prfnL dnfO{ klg cf?gf] Rofb/leq tfg].

‘‘uf]/fafa', uf]/fafa' ss.’’ dnfO{ dx;'; eO/x]sf] lyof] ls d]/f] :j/ ;dfGo :j/ lyPg. Tof] cGtis/0faf6 lg:s]sf] cs}{ :j/ lyof]. zfob d s/fPsL lyP" t/ lsg s/fPsL lyP" dnfO{ k|:6 Plsg 5}g. d 8/ / qf;n] s/fPsL lyP" jf uf]/fafa'sf] gfª\uf] z/L/;"usf] :kz{df pQ]lht eP/ s/fPsL lyP", d s]xL eGg ;lSbg. Rofb/leq uf]/fafa' ;jf{· gfª\uf] lyP / pgsf] z/L/af6 cfPsf] k'?ifsf] afSnf] uGwn] d]/f] gfsnfO{ lryf]l//x]sf] lyof].

‘‘u'8\8L, ltdLnfO{ d cem w]/} u'lnof rsn]6x? lbg]5'. ltdLnfO{ rsn]6 dg k5{ u'8\8L!!’’ –uf]/fafa'n] dnfO{ cf?gf] c+ufnf]df s;]/ a]b}{ eg].

‘‘xf] uf]/fafa'. lxhf]sf] rsn]6 klg c;fWo} dL7f] lyof].’’ d pgsf] c+ufnf]df sl:;PsL lyP".

‘‘u'8\8L ltdLnfO{ d /fd|f] h'Qf lslglbG5' x}, nfp"5\of}<’’ –uf]/fafa'n] dnfO{ ulx/f] DjfO" vf"b} eg].

‘‘slxn] lsGg] uf]/fafa'<’’ ddf Jofs'ntf b]lvPsf] lyof].

‘‘ltdL cd]l/sf hfg] xf]Og u'8\8L<’’ uf]/fafa'sf] rf}8f / s7f]/ xft d]/f] sf"rf] / sf]dn z/L/dfly rNg yfNof].

‘‘xf] uf]/fafa' d cD/Lsf hfg]. cfdfn] eGg'ePsf] d t tkfO{+sL 5f]/L.’’

To;kl5 uf]/fafa' s]xL klg af]n]gg\ t/ pgsf] ;jf{· z/L/n] eg] c§xf; u/]sf] lyof]. pgsf] gfª\uf] z/L/d'lGt/ ;jf{· gfª\uL eP/ lylRrP" d / cGttM cyfx kL8fn] lrRofP" d.

‘‘uf]/fafa' d cD/Lsf hfGg, dnfO{ 5f]8 uf]/fafa'. d cD/Lsf hfGg!’’ d]/f] s?0f lrTsf/ c+u|]hL uLtsf] w'gdf ba]/ /x\of]. To;kl5 s] ef] dnfO{ yfxf 5}g, zfob k"0f{?kdf a]xf]z eP" d.