Sadhana1 (Nepal)

;Def]u / ;dflwsf JofVoftf

hgLzsf] k"/f gfd df]xgrGb| /hgLz lyof]. pgsf a'af h}g wdf{jnDaL lyP / sk8f Jofkf/ pgsf] Joj;fo lyof]. /hgLz ;fg}b]lv s'zfu|a'l4sf lyP / k/LIffdf xd]zf /fd|f] kl/0ffd Nofp“y]. s'g} klg sIffdf km]n geO{sg pgn] PdP;Ddsf] cWoog k"/f u/]. To;kl5 cWofkg k];fdf nfu]. hok'/ ljZjljBfnocGtu{t kg]{ dxfsf]zn cf6{ sn]hdf cfkm" k|fWofks ePsf] s'/f k|fozM /hgLz eGg] uy]{, t/ kl5 zf]wk'5 ubf{ pgn] Toxf“ k9fPsf] s'g} clen]v km]nf k/]g.

/hgLzn] ;g\ !(^$ b]lv ;fj{hlgs¿kd} efif0f ug{ yfn] / rf“8} g} cfkm"nfO{ nf]slk|o jQmfsf] ¿kdf :yflkt ug{ ;kmn eP. To;tfsf pgn] efif0f ug]{ ljifoj:t' cWofTdjfbeGbf klg ef/tLo /fhgLlt / ;dfhjfb x'g] uYof]{. pgsf] efif0f ;'Gg dflg;x¿sf] 3'O“rf] nfUg] uYof]{.

rf/ jif{;Dd lg/Gt/ b]zel/ 3'dL3'dLsg JofVofg, k|jrg / efif0f ug]{ sfd ;s]kl5 /hgLzn] s'g} Ps :ynnfO{ s]Gb|laGb' agfpg] lgwf] u/]. To;sf lglDt nIdLn] aDaO{df Pp6f ;'Gb/ ?Nof6 ef8fdf lng] Joj:yf ul/g\ / /hgLzs} OR5fg';f/ ;hfOg\ klg. sn]hdf ljBfyL{x¿nfO{ k9fp“bfb]lv g} of}g :jtGqtfsf] kIfdf /hgLz v'n]/ jsfnt uy]{ / ljBfyL{x¿nfO{ eGg] uy]{– ‘x]/, of}gOR5fnfO{ bafpg x'Gg, o;nfO{ hlt;Sbf] v'nf ug'{k5{. kz'x¿ slxNo} anfTsf/ ub}{gg\, lsgeg] pgLx¿ of}gOR5fnfO{ bafpg} hfGb}gg\ / of}gf·nfO{ 9fSg] n'uf klg nufp“b}gg\. of}glqmofnfO{ bafpg egL eujfg\n] ;[li6 u/]sf xf]Ogg\ . ;s];Dd pkef]u ug{ egL ;[li6 u/]sf x'g\.’

/hgLznfO{ glhsaf6 hfGg] JolQmx¿sf cg';f/ ;g\ !(^^ ;Dd /hgLz cWofkg k];fdf ;+nUg lyP / To;kl5 pgL pQm k];faf6 cnlUuP. To; a]nf;Dd cfkm"n] n]v]sf n]v–/rgfx¿nfO{ ;–;fgf k':ts–k'l:tsfsf] ¿kdf pgn] k|sflzt ul/;s]sf lyP. clg tL k|sflzt k':ts–k'l:tsfx¿nfO{ Pp6f yf]qf] hLksf] k5fl8kl§ /fv]/ :jod\ hLk xf“Sy] / ljleGg k':ts k;nx¿df 3'dL3'dL a]Ry]. cf?gf k':tsx¿ a]Rg] qmddf k;n]x¿nfO{ cf?gf] ljrf/, bz{g eGg kl5 kb}{gy]. o;/L yf]qf] hLk rnfP/ lx“8\g] /hgLz ;dosf] cGt/fndf ljZjs} ;aeGbf w]/} ‘/N; /o;’ sf/ /fVg] JolQmsf] ¿kdf lrlgP. Ps k6s cd]l/sg 6]lnlehgnfO{ cGtjf{tf{ lbg] qmddf pgnfO{ ;f]lwPsf] lyof]– ‘s] tkfO{+nfO{ () j6f ‘/N; /o;’ sf/ kof{Kt 5}gg\<’ pgsf] hjfkm lyof]– ‘() j6f t s], d]/f nflu ( ;o (( klg kof{Kt x'g ;Sb}gg\.’

;g\ !(&@ df /hgLzn] cd]l/sf hfg] of]hgf agfPsf lyP t/ pko'Qm k|:tfj st}af6 gcfPsfn] pgsf] of]hgf sfof{Gjog x'g ;s]g. To; a]nf;Dd pgL cf?gf] k"/f gfd cfrfo{ /hgLz n]Vg] uy]{, t/ cfrfo{ kbaf6 dfq pgL ;'Gt'i6 lyPgg\. cfrfo{eGbf cem a9L cfsif{s kb cf?gf] gfd k5fl8 em'G8Øfpg pgL pBt lyP. w]/}n] ‘dxlif{’ kb n]Vg ;'emfj lbP, t/ ‘dxlif{’ kb To;cl3 g} w]/} of]uLx¿n] k|of]u ul/;s]sfn] pgnfO{ Tof] kbaf6 lje"lift x'g] dg lyPg. Ps hgf ‘of]uL lrGdo’ gfd u/]sf ef/tLo kl08tn] cfrfo{sf] ;§f eujfg\ kb /fVg ;'emfj lbP. nIdLsf] ljrf/df klg eujfg\ kb ;fx«} ;'xfpg] vfnsf] kb lyof]. o;/L ‘cfrfo{ /hgLz’ ‘eujfg\ /hgLz’df kl/0ft eP.

k];fn] k|fWofks, /S;Lhf“8 / sfdqmL8fsf] af/]df ljz]if 1fg xfl;n u/]sf Pjd\ k|fozM wgL ljb]zLx¿nfO{ dfq cf?gf] ;Dks{df cfpg lbg] /hgLznfO{ eujfg\sf] ¿kdf :jLsfg{ ef/tLox¿nfO{ lgs} ufx«f] k/]sf] lyof]. ;dfhdf sxlnPsf ;fw', ;GGof;L Pjd\ hf]uLx¿nfO{ ef/tdf u'? dfGg] k/Dk/f 5. To:tf u'?x¿df 7"nf] ;+Vofdf r]nfr]nL klg x'g] u5{g\, t/ tL u'?x¿nfO{ uDeL/tfk"j{s lnO“b}g, xn'sf 9+uaf6 lnOG5. t/ /hgLzsf] dfldnfdf of] lgod nfu" x'g ;s]g / pgsf lziox¿nfO{ ‘/hgLz dfgj xf]Ogg\, pgL ;fIfft\ eujfg\sf cgjtf/ x'g\, To;}n] pgsf] elQmk"j{s k"hf ug'{k5{’ egL pgLx¿nfO{ k"hf ug{ nufOof].

oL ;a} -nIdL pgsL ;xfos_n] eg]sf 36gfx¿ lyP t/ c¿ 36gfx¿ klg lyP, h'g nIdLn] eg]sf 36gf;“u k6Ss} d]n vf“b}gy].

pgL a;]sf] aDaO{ ?Nof6 klg Tolt ;fdfGo vfnsf] lyPg. efªaf6 ag]sf] n:;L Toxf“ lgs} k|Voft lyof]. pQm efªaf6 ag]sf] n:;LnfO{ /hgLz cf?g} lghL k|mLhdf /fVg] uy]{ / cfkm"nfO{ dg k/]sf kfx'gfx¿nfO{ k|mLhaf6 lgsfnL cfkm}+ lbGy].

/hgLzn] cf?gL gof“ k|]ldsf ljj]snfO{ ;“u} a:g egL cf?g} ?nf6leqsf] sf]7f lbPsf /x]5g\. ljj]s /hgLzs} r]nL lyOg\ / pgL klZrdL dlxnfx¿em}+ Tolt cUnL lyOgg\. ;fx«} pHofnf] cg'xf/ ePsL tL ljj]s cf}wL /fd|L lyOg\ / hjfgLn] dQ ePem}+ b]lvlGyg\. /hgLz;“u ljj]ssf] kl/ro s]xL dlxgfcl3 dfq ePsf] /x]5. olt ;fgf] cjlwd} ltgLx¿aLr olt 3lgi6 ;DaGw ljsl;t eOs]sf] /x]5 ls /hgLzn] tL ljj]snfO{ cf?gL k6/fgLsf] bhf{ lb“b} cf?g} ?Nof6leqsf] sf]7fdf nu]/ /fv]sf /x]5g\, h'g sf]7fdf To;cl3 qmflGt a:g] uly{g\. ljj]snfO{ k6/fgL agfpg'k"j{ k6/fgLsf] bhf{ qmflGtn] kfPsL lyOg\, t/ ca qmflGt /hgLzsf] lghL ?Nof6af6 aflx/ lgsflnPsL lyOg\. qmflGtnfO{ To;sf] lgs} g/fd|f] c;/ k/]sf] lyof] / pgL 3fOt] al3gLh:t} ePsL lyOg\ eGg] s'/f pgsf] Jojxf/ Pjd\ cg'xf/af6 k|:6 emlNsGYof]. lsgeg] /hgLzsf] k|yd k|]ldsfsf] bhf{ pgn] u'dfO;s]sL lyOg\. t/ ljj]s /hgLzsf] ?Nof6df a:g yfn]sf] s]xL dlxgf klg laTg kfPsf] lyPg qmflGtn] Ps hgf clt ;'Gb/ Pjd\ x§fs§f ef/tLo ;GGof;LnfO{ cf?gf] k|]dL agfpg ;kmn eOg\. qmflGtsf] gof“ k|]d–k|;+uaf/] yfxf kfO;s]kl5 /hgLzn] ef/tleq} st} PsfGtdf Wofgs]Gb| vf]Ng nufpg] axfgfdf tL b'j} hgfnfO{ cf>daf6 nv]l6lbP. To;kl5 tL b'j}nfO{ slxNo} b]Vg kfOPg.

;g\ !(&# ;Dddf /hgLz ‘;]S; u'?’sf] ¿kdf ljVoft eO;s]sf lyP. of] s'g} c;To egfO lyPg. ;]S;sf] dfldnfdf pgL lgs} bIf lyP eGg] s'/fsf] k'li6 pgs} Sof;]6x¿ ;'g]kl5 x'G5. d}y'gsf] a]nf dlxnfx¿df pTkGg x'g] r/d ;'v -Orgasm_sf af/]df lj:t[t ljj/0f lbg pgL kl5 kb}{gy] / w]/}h;f] ef/tLo dlxnfx¿df lsg / s;/L r/d ;'v k|fKt x'“b}g, To;af/] JofVof ug{df a9L ;do vlr{Gy].

dlxnf hgg]lGb|osf af/]df pgn] k|:t't u/]sf] lj:t[t ljj/0faf6 lgM;Gb]x pgsf] 1fg s'g} :qL/f]u ljz]if1sf] eGbf sd gePsf] k|:6 x'GYof]. /hgLz k|fozM tflGqs ;]S;nfO{ a9L k|fyldstf lbGy] / tflGqs k2ltcg';f/ ul/Psf] ;]S;sf] dfWodaf6 ‘af]lw;Tj’ cyjf ‘enlightenment’ k|fKt ug{ ;lsG5 eGg] s'/fnfO{ hf]8bf/¿kdf k|:t't uy]{. /hgLzsf] ;]S;;DaGwL k|:t'lt ;'lg;s]kl5 xfdL klZrd]nLx¿;d]t ;]S;–dfldnfdf lgs} cgf8L /x]5f}+ h:tf] nfUg yfNof]. t/ ca pk|fGt eljiodf /ltlqm8f ubf{ pgn] atfPcg';f/ ug{ egL dgdf cgluGtL /l;s of]hgfx¿ agfpgdf tNnLg x'GYof}+. ;]S;af/] /hgLzn] clt w]/} JofVofgx¿ lbO;s]sf lyP, t/ tL ;a JofVofgx¿sf] ;|f]t pgsf] cf?g} lghL cg'ejsf] cfwf/df cyjf s'g} k':tssf] cfwf/df lyof], To;af/] pgn] slxNo} atfPgg\.

ef/tLox¿ o;vfn] u'?r]nLaLrsf] cg}lts of}g;DaGwnfO{ krfpg ;Sb}gy]. To;}n] xf]nf aDaO{ a:g] bf}/fgdf af6f] lx“8\bf / ;fj{hlgs:ynx¿df /hgLzsf] cg}lts of}g lqmofsnfk;DaGwL ljifonfO{ lnP/ d}n] w]/} k6s ef/tLox¿sf] xKsL vfg'k/]sf] lyof], pgLx¿sf] 3f]rk]r ;'Gg'k/]sf] lyof]. Ps k6s t d emG8} g/fd|/L s'l6O;s]sf] lyP“, t/ b'u'/]/ efu]sf]n] dnfO{ e]§fpg ;s]gg\. kl/0ffd:j¿k d Hofg hf]ufpg ;kmn eP“. To;tfsf /hgLz Pjd\ pgsf r]nfr]nLx¿sf] cg}lts of}g lqmofsnfk g} ef/tLox¿sf] ukm ug]{ d'Vo ljifo aGg k'u]sf] lyof]. ef/tdf /hgLzsf] 3f]/ lj/f]w eO/x]sf] lyof]. dnfO{ af6f] lx“8\bf lbgx'“h;f] ;f]lwGYof]– ‘s] /hgLz cf?gf r]nLx¿nfO{ cf?g} cufl8 ;jf{· gf·f] x'g nufp“5g\<’ pgLx¿sf] k|Zg ;xL lyof], lsgls /hgLz dlxnf lziox¿nfO{ k|fozM cfªdf nufPsf ;a} n'uf km'sfpg nufp“y]. Tolt dfq sxf“ xf] // slxn]sfxL+ t o'un hf]8LnfO{ cf?g} cufl8 ;]S; ug{ nufp“y] / ‘o;/L x}g, o;/L ug'{k5{’ egL lgb]{zg lbGy]. pgsf] o;vfn] Jojxf/af6 s] k|:6 x'G5 eg] pgL kSs} klg csf{sf of}gf·x¿ x]/]/ cfgGb lng] vfnsf JolQm lyP. aDa] a;'Gh]n cfkm"lj?4 ul/g] x/]svfn] lj/f]wnfO{ /hgLz xn'sf 9+un] lnGy], To:tf] lj/f]wnfO{ pgn] bafpg] k|of; klg u/]gg\. a? pgL eGg] uy]{– ‘x]/, csf{sf] s'/f sf6\g' cyjf lj/f]w ug'{ s'g} g/fd|f] s'/f xf]Og, of] t s'/f ug]{ z}nL kf] xf].’ t/ ;g\ !(&$ df /hgLz s]Gb| aDa]af6 k'gf ;¥of], To; a]nfb]lv aDa]df ul/Psf ;Dk"0f{ lqmofsnfkx¿nfO{ 9fs5f]k ug]{ e/k'/ k|of; ul/of] tfklg pgsf] lj/f]w x'g 5f]8]g, lj/f]w eO/x\of].

;g\ !(&# tfsf /hgLz cf?gf lziox¿nfO{ a9L k|efljt kfg]{ dg;fon] pgLx¿dfly ;Ddf]xg ljBfsf] k|of]u uy]{. kl5 /hgLz hGd]sf] ufp“df uP/ d}n] s]xL ;do latfPsf] lyP“. /hgLznfO{ ;fg}b]lv hfGg] tL ufp“n]x¿sf] egfOcg';f/ ;fgf] pd]/d} /hgLzn] ;Ddf]xg ljBf l;ls;s]sf lyP. ljz]ifu/L hjfg dlxnfx¿nfO{ ;Ddf]xg ug{ a9L ?rfp“y] / To; ufp“sf w]/}h;f] dlxnfx¿nfO{ cf?gf] ;Ddf]xg kf;df kfl/;s]sf lyP. To;}n] kl5sf lbgx¿df Toxf“sf e"Qmef]uL dlxnfx¿ pgsf] glhs kg{;d]t 8/fp“y] /]/ /hgLzsf] ;Ddf]xg ljBf olt s8f x'GYof] ls To;nfO{ ;xg ug{ tL dlxnfx¿ k6Ss} ;Sb}gy]. To;}n] xf]nf, /hgLzsf w]/} ljb]zL r]nLx¿ 5g\ eGbf tL ufp“n]x¿ lgs} cfZro{rlst ePsf lyP.

cfkm"n] kfPsf] k|l;l4nfO{ s;/L x'sf{pg'k5{ / To;nfO{ cf]Onfpg glbg s;/L dnhn ug'{k5{, To;sf] hfgsf/L /hgLznfO{ ;fgf] pd]/b]lv g} lyof]. To;}n] xf]nf ;fgf] 5“bfb]lv g} pgn] Jofj;flos kmf]6f]u|fkm/x¿nfO{ ljleGg sf]0f Pjd\ kf]hdf cf?gf] kmf]6f] lvRg nufp“y] / ;s];Dd tL kmf]6f]df ;fw';Gtem}+ b]lvg] emns Nofpg e/dUb'/ k|of; uy]{.

/hgLzsf] cfTdj[QfGt ‘The Sound of running Water’df pgL !# jif{ x'“bfb]lv pGgfO; jif{ k'Ubf;Dd lvlrPsf afx«j6f ljz]ifvfnsf kmf]6f]x¿ 5flkPsf 5g\. tLdWo] Pp6f kmf]6f] kßf;gdf a;L Wofg ub}{ u/]sf] cj:yfdf lvlrPsf] 5 / To;sf] tnkl§ SofK;gdf n]lvPsf] 5– ‘/flt @ ah] lnOPsf] cyjf lvlrPsf].’ s'g} Pp6f Jofj;flos kmf]6f]u|fkm/nfO{ /flt @ ah]lt/ p7fP/ wfld{s kf]hdf kmf]6f] lvRg nufpg'sf] k5fl8 s] p2]Zo n's]sf] x'g ;SYof]< o;af6 k|:6 x'G5– eljiodf cfkm" s] aGg] eGg]af/] /hgLzn] ;fg} pd]/b]lv vfsf tof/ kfl/;s]sf lyP. o;/L afNofj:yfb]lv g} dWo/ftdf p7]/ kßf;gdf a;L Wofg ub}{ u/]sf] kmf]6f] lvrfpg'sf] k|d'v p2]Zo kl5 cfpg] kL“9LnfO{ cfkm" ;fg}b]lv cfWoflTds of]uL ePsf] b]vfpg'afx]s c¿ s]xL x'g ;Sb}gYof].

aDa] a:g] bf}/fgdf xfdL nueu Ps bh{g hlt ;GGof;Lx¿ laxfg % ah]lt/ 8fOglds Wofg ug{ egL rf}k§LaLrdf hDdf x'GYof}+. Tof] a]nf xfdL ;a}n] u]?jf n'uf nufPsf x'GYof}+. ;a}sf] xftdf /hgLzsf] ;fgf] kmf]6f];lxtsf] dfnf x'GYof]. rf}k§LaLrdf Psflaxfg} ul/g] pQm Wofg–;q aDa]jf;Lx¿nfO{ 7"n} rf;f]sf] ljifo aGg k'u]sf] lyof].

xfdLx¿ Wofgdf dUg x'“b} u/]sf] a]nf Ps hgf Wofg l;sfpg] dlxnf u'? Toxf“ cfOk'lUyg\ / cf“vfdf k§L af“Wg egL xfdLnfO{ ljz]ifvfnsf] k§L lblGyg\. To;kl5 xfdLn] nufPsf ;Dk"0f{ d"Nojfg\ j:t'x¿ lgsfn]/ n}hflGyg\. cf“vfdf k§L af“lw;s]kl5 cw{r]tg Pjd\ cr]tg dgleq u'lD;Psf / ps';d's; ePsf gsf/fTds ljrf/, O{iof{, lrGtf cflb ;a}vfn] dfgl;s ljsf/nfO{ aflx/ lgsfNg egL xfdL dflQPsf] 3f]8fem}+ pk|mGYof}+, s/fp“Yof}+, :jf“–:jf“ uYof}{+ / gfRYof}+. kl/0ffd:j¿k Psflaxfg} ul/Psf] xf]xNnfaf6 hfu]sf aDa]jf;Lx¿ cfZro{rlst x'“b} xfdLnfO{ bu'/]/ x]g{ cfp“y]. xfdLnfO{ x]g{ cfpg] bz{sleq dflg;x¿ dfq x'“b}gy], s]xL s's'/ klg x'Gy]. xf] xfdL klZrdL WofgLx¿n] To; a]nf u]?jf n'uf t nufPsf x'GYof}+ t/ tL n'uf olt kftnf x'Gy] ls xfd|f z/L/sf c+uk|To+ux¿ ;lhn};“u b]lvGy] / o:tf] k|tLt eO/x]sf] x'GYof], dfgf}+ xfdLx¿ Toxf“ lj/lQmP/ Wofg ub}{ lyPgf}+, a¿ j]Zofj[lQ ug]{ gof“ tl/sf ckgfp“b} lyof}+. k|:6¿kdf eGg'kbf{ xfdL d'7Le/ klZrd]nLx¿ klg ef/tLo d"No, dfGotf / k/Dk/fnfO{ ckdfg ub}{lyof}+.

o;/L Psflaxfg} rf}k§LaLrdf xfdLx¿ xf]xNnf dRrfp“Yof}+. Toxf“ cf;kf; a:g] e':ofxf s's'/x¿ To; lsl;dsf] xf]xNnf;“u cEo:t eO;s]sf lyPgg\ / xfdLx¿nfO{ n'Rrf, nkm·f 7fg]/ xf]nf zfob tL s's'/n] xfd|f s]xL ;fyLx¿nfO{ emD6LemD6L 6f]s]sf lyP. ljr/f tL ;fyLx¿n] cf“vfdf k§L af“lwPsf]n] cf?gf] arfp ug]{ df}sf;d]t kfPgg\. ef/th:tf] /]ljhsf] cToGt} vt/f ePsf] d'n'sdf hxf“ e':ofxf s's'/n] 6f]s]kl5 @! lbg;Dd nuftf/ k]6df vf]k g3f]kL ;'v} lyPg. kl5 s's'/n] 6f]s]dWo]sf w]/}h;f] ;GGof;Lx¿n] ;w}+sf nflu /hgLz s]Gb| 5f8]/ uPsf] yfxf kfPkl5 Toxf“ af“sL /x]sf lziox¿nfO{ ;Daf]wg ub}{ Ps lbg /hgLzn] eg]sf lyP– ‘ltdLx¿ slQsf] ;dlk{t lzio x'g ;S5f}, Tof] a'em\g kf] d}n] Toxf“ ltdLx¿nfO{ k/LIf0fsf] ¿kdf k7fPsf] lyP“. k|yd k/LIffdf klg kf; x'g g;Sg] pNn'x¿sf] d]/f] cf>ddf s'g} :yfg 5}g. l7s} ef], ltgLx¿n] cf?gf] af6f] ttfP5g\.’

To:t} Pp6f csf]{ 36gfdf Ps hgf ef/tLo o'js xfdLn] Wofg ub}{ u/]sf] :yfglt/ ;/f;/ cfof] / Ps hgf dlxnf ;GGof;Lsf] cg'xf/df g/fd|/L d'Ssf a;f{of]. of]u–Wofgh:tf] clt kljq ef/tLo k/Dk/fnfO{ ;d'b|L lsgf/fdf v'n]cfd gf·f] kfb}{ u/]sf] b]v]/ xf]nf Tof] o'js l/;n] d'd'{l/Psf] lyof]. ljr/f d'Ssf vfg] tL dlxnf s]xL gePem}+ u/L k|;Gg x'g] k|of; ub}{ lyOg\. ‘zfob of] u'?n] lnPsf] k/LIff t xf]Og<’ eg]/ pgsf] dg e|ldt ePsf] lyof].

d}n] /hgLzaf6 bLIff lnPsf] b'O{ lbgkl5 nG8gl:yt Wofg s]Gb|df Wofg ul/;s]sL Ps hgf c+u|]h dlxnf aDa] cfPsL lyOg\. pgn] cfPs} lbg /hgLz;“u bz{ge]6 klg kfO;s]sL lyOg\. bz{ge]6sf] qmddf cfkm"n] kfPsf] cg'ej / d}n] kfPsf] cg'ejaLr s] slt ;dfgtf cyjf leGgtf lyof], To;sf] pgL t'ngf ug{ rfxlGyg\. d}n] h]–h] cg'ej kfPsf] lyP“, Tof] ;a} j[QfGt pgnfO{ ;'gfP“. To;kl5 pgn] lj:tf/} elgg\– ‘x]/, bz{ge]6sf] qmddf ltdLn] kfPsf] cg'ej / d]/f] cg'ejaLr s'g} ;dfgtf 5}g, ltd|f] / d]/f] cg'ejaLr w]/} 7"nf] km/s 5. k|:6 eGg'kbf{ d lgs} låljwfdf k/]sL 5'. Tof] sf]7fleq k:gf;fy d}n] w]/} cK7\of/f] cg'ej u/]+. bz{g cjlwel/ g} d]/f] dg clnslt klg xn'“uf] x'g ;s]g. dnfO{ lgs} ps';d's';h:tf] nflu/x]sf] lyof]. ltdLnfO{ em}+ dnfO{ klg To; JolQmn] gof“ gfd lbof] / ltdL;“u h:t} u/L 3lgi6tf a9fpg] z}nLdf d;“u s'/fsfgL u¥of]. t/ To; JolQmk|lt d]/f] dgdf /lQe/ ljZjf; knfpg ;s]g. stf xf] stf d]/f] cGt/fTdfn] Tof] JolQm ;xL 5}g unt 5 elg/x]sf] lyof]. pm ddfly ;Ddf]xg ub}{5 h:tf] dnfO{ nflu/x]Yof]. clg crfgs p;n] dnfO{ eGof]– cfkm"n] nufPsf ;a} n'uf km'sfn / la5\of}gfdf kN6.’

‘p;n] eg]cg';f/ ltdL gf·f] eP/ lj:t/fdf kN6\of} t<’ –d}n] p;nfO{ ;f]w]+.

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To;kl5 PSsfl; pgn] cflwsfl/s :j/df eGg yfn]– ‘lzjf, ltdL PSn} ga;. Pp6L s]6L ;fyL lnP/ a;. s]6L ;fyL;“u;“u} a:of} eg] ltdLnfO{ x/]s lx;faaf6 /fd|f] x'g]5. PSn} a:bf efjgfx¿ u'lD;G5g\. s]6L ;fyLx¿ s]jn ‘of}g;fyL’ dfq x'“b}gg\, ltgLx¿ ;+j]ufTds cyjf cfj]ufTds ;fyL klg x'G5g\. ltgLx¿;“u dgdf knfPsf s'/fx¿ kf]Vg cyjf efjgf ;f6f;f6 ug{ lgs} ;lhnf] x'G5, h'g xfdL c¿;“u ug{ ;Sb}gf}+. ltdL clxn] sxf“ a:b}5f} x“< zflndf/ xf]6ndf xf]Og / < Pp6L k|ltdf gfdsL ;Gofl;gL l5g\, xfn pgL klg zflndf/ xf]6nd} a:b}l5g\. xf]6naflx/ st} snf]gLdf a:g] cfjf; pgL ef8fdf lng vf]Hb}l5g\. ltdL pg};“u ldn]/ a;, w]/} /fd|f] x'g]5. pgnfO{ e]l6xfn, nIdLn] pgL;“u kl/ro u/fpg]l5g\. ltdL k|ltdfl;t ;“u} a; n/’

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