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b'O{ ug'~h]ndf Pl/sf p;nfO{ hjfkm lbG5] h'g k"mlt{;fy ;ToeGbf k/ x'l/Psf] x'G5 . p;sf] la|kms];, h'g ;ËLt lnlkx¿n] el/Psf] x'G5, p;sf] xftaf6 a6fl/g yfN5g\– clg cfdf tTsfn ;f/f k|Zgsf] ltQm pQ/ kfOxfN5]– ljyf]ljg ;f]6fsf rf/ v08 Pp6f :ki6 ¿ksf] gjLg kf]zfs;lxt . cfdf of] lsgd]nsf] lj/f]w ub{5] . kf]zfs, olt cfsif{s b]lvGYof] k;ndf, olt g/d / /ËLg ls s] eÌ' < clxn] Toxf“ /lx/x]sf] lyof], cfdfsf] ss]{ cf“vf;lxt . Tof] ?lkof“ pgLx¿sf] ;+o'Qm jrt vftfaf6 lemlsPsf] lyof] . ca Tof] ;docl3 g} lemlsPsf] lyof] . Tof] kf]zfs a}+s n]h/sf] k|j]zsf ¿kdf hlxn] klg b]lvg ;SbYof]– olb tkfO{+nfO{ a}+ssf] Tof] vf]nlg/ hfg cfklQ 5}g eg], hxf“ Tof] a}+s k':ts, sfuhx¿sf] y'k|f]af6 lemlsG5 . t/, cfh Tof] a}+s k':ts jf n]h/ 3'Dg uP5 aflx/k]m/, Pp6f /s lemlsof], ca To;sf] kl/0ffd b]lvO/x]sf] 5 . Pl/sfn] Tof] kf]zfs ToxL+ nufpg'kg]{, hxf“ pgLx¿sf] cfsif{s gub uPsf] lyof] . cfdf ?G5], t}+n] cfÎgf] eljio laufl/;\ . xfdL s'g} lbg Pp6f gof“ ckf6{d]G6 lng ;SYof}+, t/ t}+n] s'g{ ;lsg;\ . Pp6f yf]qf] n'uf lslg;\ / Tof] l5§} k]m;g/lxt x'g]5 . cfdf rfxG5] ;ayf]s …Pslbg .Ú pm clxn] s]xL rfxÌ o;avt– 5f]/Lafx]s . clg pm hlxn] klg rfxG5] hfÌ, pm sxf“ cfÎgL;Dd k'Ug ;S5] s'g} ;Í6sfnLg If0fdf, To:tf] If0fdf ha cfdfnfO{ Xbof3ft x'g} cf“6]sf] xf];\ . cfdf …clxn]ÚnfO{ hf]ufpg rfxG5] …s'g} lbgÚ /dfOnf] ug{sf nflu . clg Pl/sf hfG5], n'uf lsG5], Tof] n'uf l5§} ;du| ¿kdf k]m;gljxLg aGb5– csf]{ jif{ klg xf]Og, csf]{ dlxgf g} . ?lkof“ slxNo} k]m;g/lxt x'"b}g .

pgLx¿ jrt ub}{5g\ Pp6f 7"nf] ;+o'Qm 3/ lsÌ . of] yf]qf] ckf6{d]G6 h;df pgLx¿ ef8fdf a:b5g\, olt k'/fgf] 5, o;nfO{ 5f8\g} dg nfUb5 . ltgLx¿ aª\nf lsÌ] lg0f{o ub{5g\ eg] ltgLx¿nfO{ of] lg0f{o ug]{ cg'dlt x'g'kb{5, s'g 7fp“df s] /fVg] < tkfO{+ x]g{ ;Sg'x'G5, k"0f{ gjlgdf{0f Joj:yfsf] k|of]u ul/"b}5 . k|To]s kIf cy{Joj:yfåf/f l8hfOg ul/Psf] 5, cfÎgf] 5f]6fdf]6f OR5fcg';f/ . tkfO{+ ?lkof“ ltg'{;\ / cfÎgf] OR5f k"/f ug'{;\ . cfdf, hf] s]jn Ps ;fgf] k]G;g /sd kfp“5], cfÎgf] OR5f atfp“5] / Pl/sf Tof] lslglbG5] . Psbd gof“ 3/df cfdf / 5f]/L b'j}sf cf–cfÎgf ;fd|fHo 5g\, Pl/sf otf, cfdf ptf, b'j} ;fd|fHo ;kmfl;t ljefhg ul/Psf . h] eP klg, pgLx¿;“u e]63f6sf nflu Pp6f ;+o'Qm a}7s x'g]5 . pgLx¿n] rfx]sf] v08df . ltgLx¿ cjZo rfxG5g\ lsgeg] tL Ps–csf{dfly clwsf/ /fVb5g\ .

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Pp6f s'zn ;h{sn] cfÎgf sndaf6 w]/} s'/f af]Ng ;S5 . ;h{sn] kf]v]sf cleJolQmdf p;sf] kl/j]z af]Ng'k5{ . ;fdflhs, /fhg}lts, cfly{s, ljs[lt / lj;Ëltx? af]Ng ;Sg'k5{ . cf]emfn] cfÎgf /rgfdf oL ;a} kIfnfO{ w]/yf]/ ;d]6]sf 5g\ . ;flxTon] ;fdflhs ljifonfO{ dfq xf]Og, lghL hLjg / o;sf ljljw kIfx?nfO{ cleJoQm ub{5 . 3g]Gb|sf] uhndf klg k|]d, k|0fo, t[i0ff, kL8f, v'zL cflb j}olQms hLjgsf ljljw kf6fnfO{ klg ;d]6]sf 5g\ . ;du|df 3g]Gb|sf] uhn slt /l;nf] slt :jflbnf], slt v"lbnf] / slt wfl/nf] 5 eg]/ cg'e"t ug{ pgsf] of] uhn;ª\u|x Psk6s k9\g}k5{ .

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d}n] b'O{j6f ;"q eg]+ . t];|f], Ps efj bzf rflxG5, ;Def]udf hfg] ;dodf . o:tf] efjbzf h:tf] sf]xL dlGb/df hf“bf k|fKt u5{, lsgls ;Def]usf] If0fdf xfdL k/dfTdfsf] glhs x'G5f}+ . o;}n] t ;Def]udf k/dfTdf l;h{gsf] sfo{ u5{ / gof“ hLjgsf] l;h{gf x'G5 . xfdL /rgfsf/sf] glhs x'G5f}+ . ;Def]usf] cg'e"ltdf xfdL ;|i6fsf] glhs x'G5f}+ . o;}n] t xfdL dfu{ aG5f}+ / Ps gof“ hLjg xfdLaf6 plqP/ ultdfg\ x'G5 . xfdL hGdbftf aG5f}+ lsg <

;|i6fsf] lgs6td\ x'G5 Tof] l:ylt . olb xfdL kljqtf;“u / k|fy{gfsf ;fy ;]S;df 8'a'NsL df5f}{ eg] xfdL k/dfTdfsf] emnssf] cg'ej ug{ ;S5f}+ . t/, xfdL t Ps 3[0ff, Ps b'ef{j, Ps sG8Dfg];gaf6 kLl8t / e/Lk"0f{ eP/ ;]S;df hfG5f}+ . o;}n] afwf v8f x'G5 / k/dfTdfsf] Toxf“ s'g} cg'ej x'g kfp“b}g .

;]S;sf] glhs o;/L hfcf}+, h;/L dlGb/df uOG5 . kTgLnfO{ o;/L a'emf}+, ls pgL k|e' x'g\ . kltnfO{ o;/L a'lemof];\ ls pm k/dfTdf xf] . clg lh2Ldf, qmf]wdf, s7f]/tfdf, å]ifdf, O{iof{df, hngdf lrGtfsf] If0fdf ;]S;sf] cg'e"lt glncf}+ . t/, x'G5 ;w"} pN6f] . hlt dflg; lrlGtt x'G5g\, hlt cflht x'G5g\, hlt l/;n] el/G5g\, hlt x8\a8fPsf] x'G5, Tolt g} ;]S;sf] glhs uPsf] b]lvPsf] 5, ;fdfGotof .

cfglGbt dfG5] ;]S;sf] z/0fdf hf“b}g . b'MvL dfG5] ;]S;tk{m hfG5 . lsgls b'Mv e'nfpgsf] nflu o;sf] Ps df}sf b]lvG5 .

t/, ofb /fVg';\ ls ha tkfO{" b'MvL x'g'x'G5, lrGtfdf pbf; aÌ'x'G5, k/flht, qmf]lwt n8\b} nv{/fp“b} ;]S;df hfg'x'G5, ta tkfO{" slxNo} ;]S;sf] Tof] ulx/f] cg'e"ltdf pknAw x'g kfpg'x'Ì . h;sf] k|f0fdf Kof; 5, p;nfO{ ;dflwsf] emns Toxf“ ldNb}g . t/, oxL pN6f] x'G5 .

d]/f] k|fy{gf 5 . ha tkfO{" cfgGb, k|k'mNntf / …k|]o/k'mnÚ x'g'x'G5 . ha o:tf] cg'e"lt xf];\ ls cfh Xbo zflGt, cfgGb, s[t1tfaf6 el/G5, ToxL+ If0f xf]– ;Def]usf] lgs6 hfg] . /, To:tf JolQm ;Def]uaf6 ;dflwsf] nflu pknAw x'G5g\ . Psk6s klg ;dflwsf] Ps ls/0fk'~h ldnf];\, Tolta]nf ;Def]uaf6 ;bfsf nflu d'Qm xf]OG5 / ;dflwdf ultdfg\ x'g ;lsG5 .

:qL / k'?ifsf] ldng Ps uxg cy{ /fVg] ljifo xf] . :qL / k'?ifsf] ldngdf klxnf]rf]l6 cxª\sf/ 6'6\5 / xfdL s;};“u} ljnLg x'G5f}+ .

cfdfsf] k]6af6 aRrf lglSnG5 / lbg/ft p;sf] k|f0fdf Pp6} s'/f nflu/xG5, h:tf] ls xfdLn] s'g} j[IfnfO{ pv]Nof}+ hldgaf6 . Tof] k"/} j[Ifsf] k|f0f km8\km8fp“5 ls hldg;“u k]ml/ s;/L hf]l8g] . lsgls hldgdf hf]l8P/ g} p;nfO{ k|f0f ldNbYof], /; ldNYof], hLjg ldNYof], …efO6fln6LÚ ldNYof] hldgaf6 pv]lnPkl5 p;sf ;f/f h/fx¿ lrRofp“5g\ ls dnfO{ hldgdf k]ml/ k'¥ofOb]p eg]/ . Tof] pv]lnof], r'"l8of], ck?6]8 eof] .

dfG5] h;} cfdfsf] k]6af6 aflx/ lgl:sG5 …ck?6]8 x'G5 . ca p;sf] ;f/f k'sf/ / ;f/f k|f0fsf] cfsfª\Iff hut, hLjg / cl:tTj;“u, k]ml/ hf]8L g} /x]sf] x'G5 . To;} k'sf/sf] gfd k|]dsf] Kof; xf] .

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k|]dsf] cy{ xf] ls d 6'l6;s]+, cfO;f]n]6 ep“, cnu ep“, d hLjgdf jfk; hf]l8p“ . t/, o; hf]8sf] ulx/f]eGbf ulx/f] cg'ej dg'ionfO{ ;]S; cg'ejdf x'G5, :qL / k'?ifnfO{ x'G5 . hf]l8P/ Ps x'g] Tof] klxnf] cg'ej xf] . hf] JolQm o; PsTj x'g] cg'ejnfO{ k|]dsf] Kof;, PsTj x'g] cfsfª\Iffsf] cy{df ;lDemG5g\, Tof] JolQm Ps bf];|f] cg'ejsf] nflu zL3| pknAw x'g;S5 . of]uL klg Ps x'G5, ;fw' klg Ps x'G5, ;Gt klg Ps x'G5, ;dflw:y JolQm klg Ps x'G5, ;Def]uL JolQm klg Ps x'G5, hf]l8P/ .

;Def]u ubf{ b'O{ JolQm hf]l8G5g\ . Ps JolQm bf];|f] JolQm;“u hf]l8G5 / Ps x'G5 . ;dflwdf Ps JolQm ;dli6df hf]l8G5 / Ps x'G5 . ;Def]u b'O{ JolQmsf aLr ldng xf] . ;dflw Ps JolQm / cgGtaLrsf] ldng xf] . :jefjtM b'O{ JolQmsf] ldng If0fe/sf nflu x'g;S5 . Ps JolQm / cgGtsf] ldng cgGtsf nflu x'g;S5 .